Beyonce || `Why Don't You Love Me?`

Why is Beyonce' such a bad Bish!?? I love you Honey Bee,, if nobodyelse does!!

Zac Posen For Target

Target to me always had cute pieces here and there,, but it was like you always had to search. Ever since top designers came on board like Issac Mizrahi and Jean Paul Gaultier have taken the reigns in Target fashions the women's department has definitely been revamped. The new Zac Posen line is now available at Target as of April 25, and Im really going to stock up!! I love Zac Posen,, now when they have Chanel Im really going to go broke!!

Two piece ruffled dress- $79

Blue Chambray Dress- $39

Pink Sailor Dress- $39

MulticolorTiger Tank- $16

Tie-Die Print Low V One Piece Swimsuit- $39

Black Ruched Skirt- $34

Floral Print Brocade Tie Dress- $74

The Generation of the Baby Boomers!!

||Disclaimer= this is by far no shade to men or women that have children,, i have alot of close friends that have had children or thought about having children but resorted in abortion. By all means do you,, but this is for the people who are reckless in having children,, not making wise decisions and having them for all the wrong reasons. Men who hate their baby mamas because they don't even know them or because they were a jumpoff and now your stuck! This bud's for you...

Why is it so hard to find a man that does not have any kids who is over the age of 18?? I say 18 because I meet men who are 25 with old ass kids. WTH is wrong with people puttin a condom on it? Don't yall know kids at a young age is not the business? Now Im fully aware of the saying `shit happens` and I know a lot of young parents didn't plan their children,, but I also know a lot of young people who take precautions,, whether birth control or condoms or no sex at all. When I see a lot of men having babies [I say men because I'm not on a hunt for a woman,,but their just as responsible],, it alerts me there is a lot of unprotected sex going around,,which means there is also a high risk chance of STD's because a baby isn't the only thing you can catch,, that's just what God chose to give u. Im thinking how did our generation get smacked with so many young parents. It almost floors me at how many men I have met in my lifetime that have either had kids or got somebody pregnant. Now Im not perfect,, I have had unprotected sex and God has spared me of never giving me a baby or STD's so Im aware of things just coming unexpectedly,, now those are individual problems,, but on a general inference sex isn't brand new and neither is having babies,, so how come everybody seems to have them now? Im damn sho that 50 or even 30 years ago kids our age were not having babies at alarming rates as people today,, especially the black community.

There is a part of me that appreciates a strong man out there doing what he has to do and taking care of his kids,, but I never knew that I would be asking every man I meet under the age of 30 or 25 even how many kids they have and how many they have on the way and if they do have kids,, how many baby mamas they have and receiving answers other than none,, accompanied with the normal get- to- know you questions such as what do you do for a living. It seems almost as if men are having their biological clocks ticking at 15 and it becomes a requirement as a coming of age tactic men go through to have children before or while they are in their 20's; or should I really say before they become the men they need to be.

Its become the norm to say, I have a baby mama and I absolutely hate that phrase. I hate hearing it, I honestly would be more happy to hear my ex-wife because to be honest with you,, I look at  if I'm good enough to have your baby,, Im good enough to be your wife and if we don't see each other in that way we don't need to be having children. Shit call me old fashioned but that's what I believe. I just can't ever be proud of just being someone's baby mama and it makes me sad when I see women who are ok with that title. Are you serious?? It's time we start as a generation evaluating the importance of sex and how we use it and be more safe. Yes babies are blessings,, but their not joyful when you can't take care of them the proper way and you are not ready. People are staring to sport their kids like rims on a truck,, these are human beings not ornaments!! Having random babies by random women is not something to be proud of because you are not setting a sound example for them.
So,, Im wondering is it even possible to find a man without a baby in 2010?? Please let me know the odds because I still have the endangered dream of having children when Im married.

The Backup Plan

I know in the past I have had my posts about my fucked up relationships [womp!] and then for some reason,, Im happy again with a new dude and then all of a sudden Im off niggas yada yadda yaddda!! Yea I know Im a lost cause,, but unfortunately my heart is always in a tug-of-war because I can never make up my damn mind!! Its time I be real with you and also myself in realizing that I am `The Backup Plan Girl`,,

[Backup Plan Girl = a woman who always has a guy, who is a plan B for that guy in case this nigga fucks up or vice versa. She is never 100% single even when she is single and cries about how alone she is. Her eyes and options are always open,, thus always having a `Backup Plan` for a relationship she is in]

And in realizing this,, I am setting myself up for failure.I have always been this type of girl and at first,, [and for the fact I date in Los Angeles] seems like a great idea because the young men here are very mickey and are totally clueless of what they want,, why should I wait for them? =^/ This form of thinking has resulted in me being just as trifling as them at times because I have cheated,, rather emotionally or physically,, i have not always been a good girl because I always had that one guy waiting in the wings. Surprisingly enough this has sparked guys to hunt after me harder looking at me as a challenge,, saying that they can take me away from so-and-so. At the same time it has harmed me,, men have told me they can't get serious with me because I'm a heart breaker [go fucking figure]. 

I always thought that if I put my all into every relationship I had the fact I had a backup guy,, wouldn't be neccessary because this guy would do right by me. HA!! I realized this wasn't working because these guys would have a backup plan for my ass because either they were just that dog ass nigga or because they felt the same way I did,,she gona hurt me anyway. The reason I have always been this way is because in the past I have never had the guy I should have had,, the guy to treat me right,, so I looked at the guy on the side as a crutch or a bandaide for when this other guy broke my heart. It's been a losing process because I then have to get a backup for my backup because he later breaks my heart.

Moral of the story is if you have a backup 9 times out of 10 your going to have to use it and your just defeating yourself. Instead of finding that whole person you look for halves,, resulting in trying to making a whole person by putting two different [or in other cases more] people in your life to make the ultimate person you want. If you're a `Backup Guy or Girl` its time to take a break instead of having meaningless relationships start trying to make whole ones with one person instead of searching for a replacement. Think about it,, jobs search for a replacement after they fire you,, if they had a backup plan for every employee they might as well hire yall both! 

[Follow me on Twitter= @KrazyLikeWow]

SMH Moment: Cheetah Girl Gone Wild Edition

Watch This Fuckery Please...

  Okay now Wat The Eff was that shit?? Is she serious?? WWDT (what would Disney think)? I dont think this is the way a Cheetah Girl is supposed to behave, (idk wat a cheetah girl is supposed to be tho? hmmm) Anywho, this video is ridiculous, this song is an epic fail, wat the hell is she wearing? Im just appauled. These lyrics are some ghetto whorony hoe qoutes at its best: "I was faced down ass up/clothes off broke off""I don't know his name/but he can get it again if he wana""He musta pulled a track out/when he blew my back out"  She musta been drunk to fuck that ugly som-bitch wtf was that predator with Michael Jackson bleach on his face? And why did I see his ass?? I dont like the message she is promoting even for a grown bitch = Drunk sex with a stranger with out a condom. First off thats dangerous and second why are u doing a walk of shame he couldn't get you a cab...thats a no no lmao. Like @amberalert123 said on twitter "all that was missing was her goin to a drug store to get some plan b pills". WTF Kiely?? From 3 Lil Women to 3 Lil Whores,, they all done lost they damn minds =sex scenes in movies, naked photos on the internet, & unprotected drunken sex. Oh and Im sorry, drunk sex is never spectacular, trust me lolz.

Update!!

So readers I have been drastically neglecting my blog and Im so sorry. Its really cuz I haven't really had a writing tendency mixed with laziness and lack of bloggin resources (hate bloggin on my phone)...
But, Im backwell at least for now.
So let me recap what has been new with me:

I lost my mind!! A little over a week ago i had the blessing to go to the best concert of my life JAY-Z BLUEPRINT 3 TOUR...OMG that was the shiiiiiittttttt to the maximum I was so excited. Jay delievers like I expected him to but I had the feeling times 10 the way I felt when I first saw Fade to Black. He did almost his whole collection, surprised me with Young Jeezy and tore it down. Also, dont let me forget Trey Songz was there to open the show. I wanted him to sing "Ur Behind" so bad but he didnt. I was also very drunk through out the show i was onnnnnn & these 2 guys me and my best friend was sittin next to were too funny they kept dancing with me. I lost my voice that night and my feet were hurting and I was wearing flat boots. I was soooo happy, I was however expecting Beyonce but I guess I have to see her on her own tour.

I lost my job!! So Im broke as a joke my money is crazy funny I nickname it Chris Rock!! Im desperately on the hunt for a new job. I had a huge interview with The Art Institute of California-Hollywood and unfortunately I didn't get that position. I would have really jump started my career, but Im guessing God has soemthing better for me....

I lost weight!! Well almost... Ive been doing a great job to really get intuned with myself and relationship with food and not really diet but have a lifestyle change. I work out more or try to and I want to change my life and make myself feel way better not just look better. Im definitely a work in progress...

I lost a chance at love!! Womp Womp!! (get more in depth in another post) It actually happened officially today so if you have been reading my tweets you can see I have been hurt. Im just emotionally drained when it comes to relationships and men IDK wat to do. Im sad and frustrated and some what bitter. Im not giving up on men because I will forever love them and I know they will forever be apart of my life but Im very guarded now and it saddens me I have to be that way to the next guy, but it is wat it is....


Im not going to promise that Im going to post as much as a used to, But, I can say I will try. I do love you guys who have been staying faithful I appreciate it. Also, you may find glitches on my blog I think it has been hacked cuz I keep gettin a grip of spam, but Ima work that out. Love you guys stay peaceful and happy!!

Amber Alert!!

Have you seen this girl??,,
She has been last seen on Twitter.com/KraZyLiKeWoW
She has been neglecting her blog majorly
Her life has been hectic because she is now working
&& is still without internet service in the home
However,, There is no excuse to why she is not posting
If you find her on Twitter it is recommended you
A) Follow her &&
B) Tell her bitch ass to blog!!
She has become lazy && very M.I.A to Organic Poison
We must not let her get lost any longer
Thank You!! Peace & Blessings!!

|| One Year Down ||

Happy Birthday Organic Poison!!

Today is wattheeff.blogspot.com's birthday & Im so proud of myself for keeping it up. I remember the day I wrote my first post...I had been sitting up waiting at the computer all day and night for Drake's -So Far Gone mixtape to drop. The frustration in me and reading other blogs all day from fans of Drake all day inspired me to do a blog myself. I always loved to write and didn't know why it took me so long to get a blog started. But things happen for a reason and I've been proud of my post,,, they've gotten better,, more personal and more structure. I also got readers which I never thought I would get this many *shout out to all my followers* I hope to get many more,, a lot of you guys inspire me because its so many great blogs out there. Keep reading and give me your feed back,, let me know what you like and don't like I take all criticism...doesn't gaurantee change but its something to think about and consider. Love you guys & keep reading,, & tell your friends about ||Organic Poison||

Dizzy || Interview

E.Dot.Dizzy is definitely certified dope in my ears *wink*,, for the simple fact he delivers quality verses and songs line after line,, hook after hook. If you haven't heard him please do me a favor by downloading his new mixtape,, This Is Dizzy,,and also his previous work. I had the time to chat with Dizz and really found out more about him not only as an artist but as a man...Find out here for yourself....

KraZyLiKeWoW: Hey

ThaFamousNobody: finally caught yo ass

KraZyLiKeWoW: lolz I kno

KraZyLiKeWoW: How u been tho

ThaFamousNobody: i been okay

ThaFamousNobody: just working and stuff

ThaFamousNobody: how about you

KraZyLiKeWoW: Thats good

KraZyLiKeWoW: Ive been good hangin in there

KraZyLiKeWoW: Ok

KraZyLiKeWoW: Well first thank u for askin me to do this

KraZyLiKeWoW: Even tho it took me forever to come around

KraZyLiKeWoW: But i do love ur mixtape

ThaFamousNobody: its all good. i know folks are busy. or say they busy. your only the second person to hit me back on the interview shit. so. im making a mental note of this.

KraZyLiKeWoW: Ok cool i got love for u ima fan so its nothing

KraZyLiKeWoW: What is the difference between this is dizzy & ur other mix tapes?

ThaFamousNobody: i made all the beats for this one. thats it. same shit talking. but now the songs have structure.

KraZyLiKeWoW: Ok yea i like it  do u feel u have grown as an artist?

KraZyLiKeWoW: Ok yea i like it  do u feel u have grown as an artist?

ThaFamousNobody: them songs were made before Dizzyana.

ThaFamousNobody: but yes. I do feel as if i have grown as a artist. A LOT.

ThaFamousNobody: my lyrics are more raw. My beats are better.

ThaFamousNobody: my direction is more defined because I now have a better understanding as to who I am as a person so it reflects through my music.

KraZyLiKeWoW: and define for me who that person is,, if u were to put dizzy in the dictionary wat would it say?

ThaFamousNobody: it wouldn't say anything. its more so a personal thing. I am more in tuned with who ERIC is. If that makes sense.

ThaFamousNobody: I really dont care how i come off as a artist. i just want my messages to get across.

KraZyLiKeWoW: Yea i feel u

ThaFamousNobody: i think todays society look too deep into artists. we are human too.

KraZyLiKeWoW: I know that majority of the songs are for the club and for the ladies,, as so is ur blog which talks about relationships,, why do u cater more towards women than anything else?

ThaFamousNobody: that is a great question. you would think i was this rico suave ass dude.

ThaFamousNobody: im not.

ThaFamousNobody: Growing up i was shy. so i spent a lot of time observing women.

ThaFamousNobody: their body and mind.

ThaFamousNobody: i didnt start really having sex till college. i would have sex once or twice a year from 01 to 2006.

ThaFamousNobody: so i got use to writing to them in poem form or song form

ThaFamousNobody: too scared to speak up.

ThaFamousNobody on my blog though, i speak to women because men dont like to read.

ThaFamousNobody: women have more identity issues then men because of love and all that

ThaFamousNobody: so i try to help them out by writing what i write

KraZyLiKeWoW: Yea i appreciate it idk how i found ur blog but when i did i was like this man is writing my whole life story i learned so much from ur blog about the way men think and act and its real and alot of women appreciate that about u

ThaFamousNobody: I have come to realize it aint how most men think. its just my bluntness. I try to keep it real and honest.

KraZyLiKeWoW: Yea u are real blunt lolz women be gettin pissed off by ur shit but it is wat it is

ThaFamousNobody: yeah. but you cant get mad at life. it is what it is. accept it and learn from it.

KraZyLiKeWoW: Are most of ur posts ur experiences? & wat attracts u the most to a woman that u would want to really further ur interest in her beyond the bed

ThaFamousNobody: most of my posts are from experiences. I think a lot. and when i was in middle and high school. i was friends with all the pretty girls but they looked at me as a brother so they confided in me with all their issues and shit. i just got use to helping women with their problems. they liked my honesty. so you take that and me dealing with women.. you have my blog.

ThaFamousNobody: a females willingness to grow makes me attracted to her beyond the bed. if today she dont cook or clean for her man but is willing to try it at least once. im good.

ThaFamousNobody: we all are use to being alone. but a person acting like they still alone when we together is a no no

KraZyLiKeWoW: Yea thats a different answer i like that `willingness to grow` and what places in ur life as a man and an artist do u still have more growing to do?

ThaFamousNobody: um. as a artist. idk. i thought i was done growing lol. then i grew some more. as a man.. idk. tough question. i got a ways to go though. no man is perfect but im trying to be close to it.

KraZyLiKeWoW: Lolz thats good,,Yea i feel there is always room for improvement the more experiences and lessons u learn will make u better than u were before

KraZyLiKeWoW: Ok i know u were signed before and things didnt work out are u singed now or in the process?

KraZyLiKeWoW: And how long till the next dizzy mixtape or better yet an album

KraZyLiKeWoW: =)

ThaFamousNobody: no process. fuck a label lol. i just want to make good music for the people. i dont care to deal with all the politics.

ThaFamousNobody: i actually have 3 mixtapes done.

ThaFamousNobody: im just waiting on my peoples to say we can release em. im trying to do things on a bigger scale so im waiting for the right time

KraZyLiKeWoW: Ok good i cant wait!!

ThaFamousNobody: hell me either.

ThaFamousNobody: more videos

ThaFamousNobody: you gone like the music i drop

ThaFamousNobody: its crazy dope

KraZyLiKeWoW: U have to and i really mean this u have the best skills ive seen for a famous nobody lolz every body be pushing their music to me and ur shit is like the best among a small few i like u have good writing and good beats and a good flow which is great and i know ur gona be real big one day

ThaFamousNobody: thanks sweetie.

ThaFamousNobody: i try not to shove it down folks throat though

ThaFamousNobody: i hate when rappers these days appear to be spammers

KraZyLikeWoW: Yea ur welcome

KraZyLiKeWoW: Yes thats wat myspace turned into and now its flooding facebook and twitter lolz and ur not like that at all

ThaFamousNobody: myspace and facebook are attacked by them dumb ass applications

ThaFamousNobody: twitter has better spam control

KraZyLiKeWoW: Yea thats true thats why i dont get on them they be doin too much,,jus give me my messages and friend requests lolz

ThaFamousNobody: i dont even check them shits. fuck that. now that myspace has died i wonder how will record execs find their talent

KraZyLiKeWoW: Idk somebody gona make something new and ppl gona hop on that too

ThaFamousNobody: naw. i think that internet music site shit is dead for ever

ThaFamousNobody: everyone is tired of rap salesmen

ThaFamousNobody: i know i am

KraZyLiKeWoW: Yes me too

KraZyLiKeWoW: Well thank u so much for the interview

ThaFamousNobody: it wasnt a interview lol. just a nice conversation

KraZyLiKeWoW: is their anything u want ppl to know about u ,,that they better kno,, but may not know

ThaFamousNobody: ur welcome sweetie. it was my pleasure

ThaFamousNobody: nope. i like being mysterious.

KraZyLiKeWoW: Well i wanted it to feel like ur just talking to me lolz

 ""Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy Uggghhhhhhhhnnnnnnnn"

Follow Dizzy @ Twitter.com/ThaFamousNobody and edotdizzy.com
Follow Me @ Twitter.com/KraZyLiKeWoW

Who Dat!!

Congratulations to The Saints or better yet New Orleans!! Im so happy they won,, I had faith in them the whole stretch. Im not a football fan Im more of a basketball kinda of girl,, however,, this was the team to go for because they deserved it. They had phenomenal season and they proved a long time before the Super Bowl they were worthy. Im really proud of how Drew Brees showed he wasn't washed up. Great job Saints!! And this definitely is the starter to the rebuilding the state of New Orleans!