Yes, Im Drizzy Obsessed!

I cant wait to see this man live, [again]!!

[Going to the San Bernadino Show May 22, by any means necessary!]

A Milli + 1

"Do What You Do, But Watch My Shoes!"

The bad bitches right here a 2 million dolores!! Most expensive shoes in the world.

I Got That Itis!!

So I said maybe about a million post ago that I would keep yall updated on my graduation journey and what Im gonna do when I graduate. Well....not much progress has been made since that post. Ill give me some credit I have talked to a few people here and there but my lazy ass has not been on it. IDK where my drive has gone, in high school I was on the effin ball people. I made sure my ass got in college and everything on time. I had super passion for wat I wanted to do, but because of the many challenges I have faced these past 4 years my dreams are starting to look cloudy. Im more scared than anything. For one reason is because everything I strived for and tried to get and make happen while I was in college failed, so I had to make a plan B and utilize it for everything. Im starting to feel the dreams I want are not wat God wants for me, either that or he is really making me work super hard to get there. Im like come on Jesus, Hook a sista up & give me a break!! I know the best of things are worth fighting for, but when I see other peoples lives jus fallin into place so easy [well maybe not easy cuz IDK wat they did to get to that point], but it just seems as though their dreams and journeys are matching their plans. I wish my life plans [wat God wants] matches wat I want and my biggest fear is that they wont.. Ima admit Im discouraged as fuck, shit it happens, everyone gets a lil flustered at times. I still have the drive enought to not give up, because I haven't even though Ive thought about it many of times. But I stopped and thought, "Kam, wat the hell are you gona do if u quit, be "normal" like the rest of the people you know?" and I would reply to myself sayin "Hells to the naw!" Wat keeps me goin is wat Ive been through, I look back and see all my struggles, all the bullshit, all the doors closed in my face, and think of all the times I opened another one. Im such a plan B type chick. If it don't work out this way I always immediately think of another way b4 I even do plan A, cuz 8 times outta 10 plan A don't ever work.[Maybe I should start makin plan B be plan A lolz]. But, it just hurts knowing that my life has been full of disappointments. but I guess that is just life. I hate going through shit. Ima stubborn person and yes I love the easy way out dammit cuz its easy, who wouldnt. Im not tryin to get the ticket to no where cuz everyone goes there. I wana go somewhere, somewhere where nobody goes, but where everyone would dream to be. And Im trying to get there on the hook up lolz.

I have senioritis right now. Actually Ive had it since I was a senior in high school and was never properly cured. Im just ready to be done with school for the fact Ive been doing this shit since I was 3 and dammit Im over this relationship! But, its all I know! All I know is school and if I had any type of money, I would stay in that shit [but, I gets no more Cal Grant or Scholarchips after 4years..womp!!]. But, I can say I have been blessed to have gone through this with out any loans. [My parents not bein there payed off in the end lolz]. But most importantly [somethin I fail to relize] is that I FUCKIN DID THE DAMN THANG!! I am a college graduate and did that shit right after high school in 4 years and alot of muthafuckas wont/cant say that shit but wud love to. I made it out with no babies or drug habits or super crazy in love relationships or any other major distraction that are thrown your way normally in a young womans life around this time try and stop her from finishing school. Even so, I have been through some challenges by fuckin far, but nothin too much that God didn't feel I couldn't handle and nothin too much to where he felt I needed. I graduate May 24th at 8am from San Diego State University with a Bachelours of Arts in Interdiciplinary Studies specializing in Communication, Journalism & Media Studies, & Sociology and I know for a fact it will not be in vain.

[Peep The Grad Photo...hot huh? I did my hair and make up myself cuz Im livin on a budget lolz]

I Need to Keep Up With The Kardashians!!

So it is an evident fact that the Kardashians love to keep interracial ballers in the fam bam!! && I aint mad atcha!! Do yo thang Khlo Khlo!

Say It Isn't So!!

NOOOOO! Not my favorite Hip Hop Hubby & Wifey. I know they aren't breaking up! I thought this was going to be forever. Didn't you?? They were so cute and their relationship seemed real and they weren't afraid to show that they loved each other. && they both were different and it worked out. I wonder wat the deal was. Mediatakeout.com said it was over shady business deal, abuse [gasp ''o''], && cheating. People close to them sayin Kelis is shady and evil and Nas be talkin to her like a Pimp, But they still are madly in Love with each other. [For the record if people who are supposedly "close to you" tells your business befor you do, which happens most of the time with celebrity rumors, they do not need to have "close friend" status no more.] Wat a way to end shit when homegirl is 7months preggo sauce!! I need them to work it out. Thats wat I feel, I feel marriage is a journey of challenges and you are not going to find your perfect soulmate because the perfect person you want doesn't exist, however you shouldn't settle for just anyone, but if you make a commitment to be with someone for the rest of your life you need to weigh all the options and rock it out till the whells fall off. IDK them, so maybe they did try to work it out the best they could, but they need to realize their fairytale marriage boosted their carreers drastically. I feel they can stand alone with out one another, but I really liked seeing them together. I hope I never get a divorce it so stressful and to me a lil embarrasing. I hope and wish them nothing but the best for their relationship, whether together or apart I hope they are great parents to that lil bun in the oven.

The Devil Is A Hater!

Oh Hell To The Naw, Wat The Eff??

Funny Fridays!

Givin Honor to God!! Today Funny Fridays is going to church...I miss church I do go occasionally while Im out here in San Diego Ill usually go if my roommate goes, but I miss my church at home. I especially miss my grandpa church cuz its jus like this...aww the memories!! Im a kick it off with one of my fav. gospel jokes "The Lord is My Shepard && He know What I Want!!" [if you don't know watch Friday]

Coo Coo for Co Co

I am a huge Chanel fan since I was a little girl because of my mothers infatuation with the house brand. I love how dynamic Chanel is granted they only use a select few color pallets every year and same style every year, however, it always translates differently. Chanel exudes elegance and class with classic trademark trends. Here are some of the hott styles I love from the 2009 Winter Collection. BTW, Karl Lagerfeld and I have the same birthday. Virgos are the Best!

All The Single Ladies!!

A woman should always be prepared to have sex. We need to get over that myth that a man should be the one to carry the condom! NOOOO! Don't leave it up to him because he may not have it and then you are assed out because you can't get in the mood because you were unprepared. I hope all of you are having protected sex, Its too much shit going around not too, && I don't know when having babies were in style. So wrap it up! Now this lil pretty case is for the ladies who are embarassed to just be randomly carrying around condoms freely in their purses for the bad impression of being seen as a permiscous hoe, Like you don't want the guy to say "Damn, she got more condoms than Lip Gloss!" So discretely you can hide you condoms in this Just In Case. Also, for good measures put Magnums only in there to let the man know 'If you can't fit this, you can't hit this!' It will narrow your search of finding good peen down to a minumum, plus, you will feel more safe knowing the guy is using a condom that came from you. Also, help him put it on so you know its on properly, it may turn him on [of course don't put it on like a doctor]. And the number one rule that is important that alot of guys miss [if you are male listen up]...After Ejaculating in you safety glove, please, please, please [I can't stress this enough] to Hold On To The Condom Then Pull Out! Don't get so excited that you forget the condom is on, that is defeating the damn purpose of putting it on in the first place that you have to fish it out the vag because you were too lazy to hold on to it. Attn. fellas Pussies are tight, meaning they grip and hold onto stuff so don't be in a crazy predicament and disrespect the girl by not being aware of the jimmie after sex. Not cool!! A lil TMI but I feel it needs to be said. But, for the most part happy love making, and be careful,

Better Safe than Sorry!!

Baby Daddy Status: Jason Statham Edition

Hott Ass White Boy!! This cat can get it it 8 days a week! I love his accent, his body, and his movies. I first fell in love when he was on The Italian Job, one of my fav. movies and he kicks ass on the Crank & Transporter movies.And to top it off me and him have the same birthday [9.12] so we will get along fine. I indeed wana have some light skinned, proper talkin, kung fu babies with this guy for sure, && I don't mind livin in London either, Cheeri-Effin-O mate.